1. Strive

Mesmerized I swallow a piece of your toxic mind, a taste of decease.
I don't know why you've chosen me to be one of the guinea pigs in your game.
Now I'm a wreck in hell to please you.

In this life we strive to feel so fine, to feel so alive.
On the way there's something new to try.
I swallow a piece and hope it's not a lie.

All around there are people who feel that it's all about the things that we need.
It's not right what you've done to me but it might be a way to make them see.
Now I'm a wreck in hell to please you.

In this life we strive to feel so fine, to feel so alive.
On the way there's something new to try.
I swallow a piece and hope it's not a lie.

2. A Misery Song

Getting away from here.
A line of people just like me.
My hometown is covered in blood.
I don't know what's about to come.

At night the madness starts. We watch the darkness fall.
We're all afraid to walk into the flames.
The night has just begun. We're all on the run.
The sirens wail, cuts through my body and soul.
A misery song.

The night is cold and we're so tired.
Someone's screaming, fear is or guide.
Close together walking in pain.
People crying for help in vain.

Death is all around. We're praying not to be found.
It's so unreal when beautiful lights fall down.
To the ground with a sound that shivers down my spine.
The sirens wail, cuts through my body and soul.
A misery song.

3. Pale Colours

Today we're through with this life.
Today there's no need to try.
The time is here but we've got nothing to fear.
We're not alone but it's so hard to go.

And you know...
It's much better now when I'm gone.

Pale colours of life. The world that we made has died.
Now we're bitter and weak. Sometimes it's better to leave.
The time is here but we've got nothing to fear.
We're not alone but it's so hard to go.

And you know...
It's much better now when I'm gone.

4. Anxiety

On my way up I trip and start to fall.
This state of mind takes away the will to fight.

Scared, and certain to die. Running into a wall of anxiety.
Cold, but not alone. You're always beside me.
I want you to take me from this darkness.
I want to move on. I want to be strong but it's hard.

Feelings that I hide crush me like a child.
It's taking over. Making me realise, there's more inside.

Scared, and certain to die. Running into a wall of anxiety.
Cold, but not alone. You're always beside me.
I want you to take me from this darkness.
I want to move on. I want to be strong but it's hard.

5. On The Verge

Feeling tired, bitter and weak.
We're trying to keep the dead from falling asleep.
Something is lost and it's hard to tell right from wrong.
There's a war going on, it's breaking us down.
At least we're not all alone in this cold.

It's time to call our God and ask what's wrong.
I know I was wrong but there's so much to come.
I don't want to see all this pain around me.
So call...

It's all going down when everything's fine.
We need a cure but we don't know what for.
It's sad but there's no one to blame. Time is always right.
Maybe it's just who we are, the game that we play.
To leave must be better then end up this way.

It's time to call our God and ask what's wrong.
I know I was wrong but there's so much to come.
I don't want to see all this pain around me.
So call..
Please call..

6. Away

I don't get rid of the fear that's growing inside my restless mind.
Something is chasing me I got to move on.
Got to find something new to get me one step further away.

I don't want to stop to think. I just want to move.
You don't know the anguish I'm going through.
It's in my mind. It's in my blood.
Someone please help me to get me one step further away.

We're talking about the days to come but we're not in the same world

7. Outside These Walls

Don't make me stay here too long.
This day is too good and I'm so tired.
Tired of waiting for you to come.
Today I must face what's been after me so long.

Outside these walls.
Words don't mean much but you want it done.
Outside these walls.
You can do what you always do.
I'm in here for you.

Don't make me stay here too long.
I just want to find a flow where I can glide.
Get to the end of what I do.
Something is wrong but it's all here for you.

Outside these walls.
Words don't mean much but you want it done.
Outside these walls.
You can do what you always do.
I'm in here for you.

8. Slow Demise

You're down so let me in.
Crawl beside me as I descend.
Try not to cry.
I hate your tears, they make me feel so alive.
In different times, in different lives.
I could have made you happy. Now it's all too hard.
I've become so cold.
Something is dead. I'm not the one you loved.

Wicked cold slow demise.
A desperate try to find something to hold on to.
Something that lasts for me and you.
Strange desire. Slow demise.

When I'm gone I miss the warmth.
When I'm home it seems we're trapped in the cold.
Eyes, tired and dull.
I don't want to loose what makes it worth while.
Maybe we could try to move on.
Try to find something new without any goals.
Time to move on.
Try to move on.

Wicked cold slow demise.
A desperate try to find something to hold on to.
Something that lasts for me and you.
Strange desire. Slow demise.

9. At Night

It's all too late. The sun won't rise again.
I'm so ashamed and there's nothing that I wouldn't do for you.

Full of life but tired.
In the night we cry.

I'm so afraid but I'm trying hard not to show.
It's all unreal. I try to be strong but I feel so alone.

Full of life but tired.
In the night we cry.

Let us out of this dark ride. It's time to make things right love.
Time to sort things out. Let us out.

I'll give all I got. I'll try to be good.
Just make it through the night until dawn.
I'll give up my life. I'll give you my soul.
If only I remember this time.
It's all a lie.

10. Where Pain Comed To Die

A day like this. In a room far from bliss.
The world is right outside with an offer I must refuse.

I've been here too long. Waiting for something to come.
Dead faces on the wall. Show me how to get on.

Take me down that long bright road.
The time is now so let's leave this town.
A way to come alive and a reason to get out.
A place where pain comes to die.

The days roll by. I'm still here but time's running out.
Climbing on the walls.
It's taking my mind, it's stealing my time again.

Always the same. Nothing changes, never will.
I just have to get rid of the pressure on my chest,
the pounding thought of not getting there.

Take me down that long bright road.
The time is now so let's leave this town.
A way to come alive and a reason to get out.
A place where pain comes to die