1. Salvation Is Dead

Salvation is dead
This is what I see when I close my eyes
This is what the end of the world feels like
Slow motion murder killing everything in sight
This is what the end of the world feels like

Am I the only one who wants to die young
In my next life I'll be everything I never was
I'll take pictures so you'll see my dying
And say these are just words words, you know I'm lying
Maybe I'm sick or maybe I'm sad
I promised not to do it, but the razor's in my hand

Depression, without control
Pain, I can't feel anymore
If these words can't be read
Know that this is the end

This is the end

This is death by a thousand cuts
This isn't love this is getting fucked

Depression, without control
Pain, I can't feel anymore
If these words can't be read
Know that this is the end

This is what I can see when I close my eyes
This is what the end of the world feels like

One last thought before my heart stops beating
This is when you pray, but your god's not listening
One last thought, then I stop breathing
Salvation is dead, I wrote my own fucking ending

Salvation is dead

Dead are the days when I dreamed of hope
Waiting by your grave, all I loved, I loved alone

One last thought before my heart stops beating
This is when you pray, but gods not listening
One last thought, then I stop breathing
Salvation is dead, I wrote my own fucking ending
Dead are the days when I dreamed of hope
Waiting by your grave, all I loved, I loved alone

2. Dark Days

My grave has never looked as sweet as tonight
Blood, death, depression. This is goodbye
No one needs to know
I'm letting this world go
It hurts to think what could be
No one needs to know but me

Truth be told. I'm better off letting go.

The world is a gun that is held to my head
Every dream I have, I wake up dead

We all have dark days
For me the darkness stays
I have one wish
Let me forget the hell I'm in

I am alive in my grave

I am alive in my grave
A lost soul no god can save

We all have dark days
For me the darkness stays
I have one wish
Let me forget the hell I'm in

Truth be told. I'm better of letting go.

3. Condemned To Decay

This is a hell that I've embraced
I don't mourn for the dead, I envy their fate

You die, you turn to dust
The light grows dark, no spark from your heart
This is the end
I can count on my hands the dreams you've killed
I will crush you with words
I'll make you feel the depth of my hurt
Trapped alone in the part
Left to die, in peace at last

Look me in the face, lies with every breath you take
Look me in the eyes, this is me screaming goodbye

If you're hearing these words
and I am no longer here
Just know that death was never one of my fears
If these are my last words
and they're bringing you to tears
My destination is unknown,
anywhere is better than here.
I am too much hate for one heart
Destroyer of worlds
I sold my soul and died in the dark
Condemned to decay
I am too much hate for one heart

Condemned to decay

You die, you turn to dust.
The light grows dark, no spark from your heart
This is the end
I can count on my hands the dreams you've killed

If you're hearing these words
and I am no longer here
Just know that death was never one of my fears
If these are my last words
and they're being you to tears
My destination is unknown
anywhere is better than here.

I am too much hate for one heart
Destroyer of worlds
I sold my soul and died in the dark
Condemned to decay
I am too much hate for one heart

Condemned to decay

4. Die Without Hope

I have never felt so fucking numb
In front of the mirror with a loaded gun
Every word you read is stained in blood
This gets sick, cause I'm mind fucked

I've died and my body turned to rust
An empty carcass left to rot, back to dust
Like a casket in a shallow grave
Out of sight, but I promise I will never go away

These words may all sound the same
I have bled to death on every page
Watch as my heart turns to stone
Watch me die without hope

I don't want to break your heart with mine
Everything I know about life is a lie
This is what I feared the most.
Wanting love but chasing ghosts

And it won't matter when I forget your name
You know exactly what I am
and you know I love the pain
Remember my words but forget my face
Every fucking scar screams your name

Remember my words but forget my face
Every fucking scar screams your name

And it won't matter when I forget your name
You know exactly what I am
and you know I love the pain
Remember my words but forget my face
Every fucking scar screams your name

I have never felt so fucking numb
In front of the mirror with a loaded gun
Every word you read is stained in blood
This gets sick, cause I'm mind fucked

These words may all sound the same
I have bled to death on every page
Watch as my heart turns to stone
Watch me die without hope

Watch as my heart turn to stone
Watch me die without hope

And it won't matter when I forget your name
You know exactly what I am
and you know I love the pain
Remember my words but forget my face
Every fucking scar screams your name

5. Hatred And Slaughter

This is my reality,
so fuck what you've heard.
This blood is on your hands,
now choke on your fucking words

Live through the losses
Bury your sins and carry your crosses
Everything you read is written with a poison pen
Every thought in my head is me dreaming of the end

This is my reality, so fuck what you've heard
This is blood on your hands,
now choke on your fucking words

It's as if death rained from the sky
Too many suicidal nights, too many fucking lies
And I'll slip away and I'll never say goodbye
The night that love died,
the night that life left my eyes

My thoughts are only hatred and slaughter
I'm mind fucked and it's only getting darker
I will crush you with my words
I'll make you feel the depth of this hurt

All those things that I've longed to undo
Why can't I find one second of peace
Close my eyes and die in my sleep
Let me count to ten
before you turn your back on me again
I'll close my eyes
and we we'll both pretend
I'll step off this ledge
and let you bury what's left of me
Let me count to ten
before I leave this world a memory

This is my reality,
so fuck what you've heard.
This blood is on your hands,
now choke on your fucking words
Now choke on your fucking words

It's as if death rained from the sky
Too many suicidal nights, too many fucking lies
And I'll slip away and I'll never say goodbye
The night that love died the night life left my eyes
And I'll slip away and I'll never say goodbye
The night that love died the night life left my eyes
My thoughts are only hatred and slaughter
I'm mind fucked and it's only getting darker

6. Dragged Into The Grave

These are your inner demons
This is death's cold embrace
This is everyone you've ever loved
Spitting in your fucking face

It's time to reap what you have sown
Your lies are all that I've ever known
This is everything that should never be read
Written alone in the arms of the dead

This is a world where I am loved only by death
Dragged into the grave, an ocean of my own regret

There is no peace
Only this grave
Rotting wounds
Burn my fucking remains

This is regret for every mistake you've ever made
This is every lie you've ever told
Putting you in an early grave

This is death's cold embrace
This is everyone you've ever loved
Spitting in your fucking face

I don't give a fuck if you live or die
One thousand needles buried in your eyes
I wish I had the strength to slit my own throat
Remember when I said I wanted to watch myself choke

This is a nightmare that I embraced
Because I like the way blood tastes

It's time to reap what you have sown
Your lies are all that I've ever known
This is everything that should never be read
Written alone in the arms of the dead

This is a world where I am loved only by death
Dragged into the grave, an ocean of my own regret

One thousand voices screaming
"If hell exists, this is it"

7. Rotten Souls

The dead have risen and they're here for your
A grave of angels with rotten souls
So sick they'll only ever love you

I'd always dreamed I'd die out at sea
Out there I'll drown alone, right where you left me

Everything I do is to forget you
This is a new kind of low
Nights I can barely get through

I'm too far gone to ever come back
Forget my faults and broken wings
These are words I thought I never to say
And the ghosts that I know
If we ever meet again
I'll have nothing left to say

Every thought from my mind is filth
I'm counting the days till you hang yourself
Every word from my mouth is hate
I'm praying this is the last fucking breath you take

The dead have risen and they're here for you
A grave of angels with rotten souls
So sick they'll only ever love you

Now you'll see that nothing lasts forever
End this with my own hands
And burn in hell together

End this with my own hands
And burn in hell together

Everything I do is to forget you
This is a new kind of low
Nights I can barely get through

I'm too far gone to ever come back
Forget my faults and broken wings
These are words I thought I never to say
And the ghosts that I know
If we ever meet again
I'll have nothing left to say

Every thought from my mind is filth
I'm counting the days till you hang yourself
Every word from my mouth is hate
I'm praying this is the last fucking breath you take

Every thought from my mind is filth
Every word from my mouth is hate

The day after never is the day I forgive you
The day you remember is the day I say fuck you

The day you remember is the day I say
The day you remember is the day I say fuck you

8. Last Words

I wander between worlds
and the dead speak to me
I don't know myself anymore
I don't know who to believe
They're with me now singing me to sleep
These are my last words, then I can dream

These voices are the silent killers
Is death all that's left for me
These thoughts have become cages
and my demons got the best of me

Is this too dark for you yet
Knowing I've pictured the way
I'll take my last breath

In my heart there are places no one has seen
Down there it's only darkness
And if you saw it, you'd swear it wasn't me

These are my last words
Death is singing me to sleep

These voices are the silent killers
Is death all that's left for me
These thoughts have become cages
and my demons got the best of me

I wander between worlds
and the dead speak to me
I don't know myself anymore
I don't know who to believe
They're with me now singing me to sleep
These are my last words, then I can dream

Is this too dark for you yet
Knowing I've pictured the way
I'll take my last breath

In my heart there are places no one has seen
Down there it's only darkness
and if you saw it, you'd swear it wasn't me

These are my last words
Death is singing me to sleep

9. Reflection Of The Forgotten

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10. Where The Light Dies

All you are to me is a faded memory
Trust me when I say I'm alone in these dreams

Keep your eyes on my hands
I watch in the mirror and barely understand

I don't want to know when
you let your innocence go
When those nightmares took hold
I don't want to know
when you let your innocence go
Choke the life from me
until my body goes cold

I used to write down
every lie you spoke to me
Now I know that pain by memory
I used to write down
every lie you spoke to me
Now I know that pain by memory

Find me lying on the floor,
with no life left in my eyes
Find me dreaming of the end,
with no one by my side
Find me screaming goodbye
Find me where the light dies

There is no air to breath,
only blood in my lungs
This time we all die young
Say your prayer and say goodnight,
One last breath before we all die

See the world through my eyes
Everything you love fucking dies

It's raining acid. I'm waiting to die
You're just a memory, buried alive
Put the gun to my head.
I won't feel a thing. I'm already dead

All you are to me is a faded memory
Trust me when I say I'm alone in these dreams
Keep your eyes on my hands
I watch in the mirror and barely understand

Find me lying on the floor, with no life life left in my eyes
Find me dreaming of the end, with no one by my side
Find me screaming goodbye
Find me where the light dies

There is no air to breath, only blood in my lungs
This time we all die young

See the world through my eyes
Everything you fucking love dies
See the world through my eyes
True love is a fucking lie