1. Forging

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2. Namaste

Carelessness at war
You follow your own orders
With no regards
You trespass all borders
You grind whatever flesh
The War-Mill requires
As you take off your mask
My sympathy expires.

Salutations!
I greet you, I plead to you
My Nation!
Now I bow to you
Our Religion!
Deny it or succumb to it
One decision!
It's always up to you

We witness the stronghold
Of double standards
With the whole world in
The front row seats
Tune in to your favorite
Channel and watch the
Ultimate defeat
When we are in that place
We are one

Namaste
Bow before me brothers
Show your respect
Then create devastation
In the name of peace

Here I stand before you
I'll bleed for you
And die for you

Namaste
Bow before me brothers
Show your respect
Then create devastation
In the name of peace
Show me your strength
And together we die
Forever we will live

3. The One

I try to be what you wanted me to be
But sometimes it ain't easy
... Being me
Don't ask me where I'm going
Who I'm with and what we did
Your blinding third degree
Interrogations
Is pulling me down
Don't need a rainy day
I can hear the people screamin'
Everybody calls my name

Every now and then
I feel like I am drowning

You go down on your knees
Just because you wanna make me
Forget how it really feels
You blame it all on me
One after another
Listen "My Friend" I am not the
Only one

I tried to be what you wanted
Me to be
You thought my life was easy
You could not foresee
I'm not your four leaf clover
That you carry around
I'm not a wheel of fortune
I'm not your lucky charm
I'm painted on your wall
You want me in the family tree
I can hear the people screamin'
Everybody wants to see

Every now and then
You'd see me drowning

How do we choose right from wrong
When we don't know which battles
We should end
Who do we trust when the need of a
Friend is what matters the most
Does it make it right to invade
Our lives
And breach down the fences around us
You saved the trees, the polluted seas
Still you won't be the one...
The one they'll remember

4. The Weight

Waves have washed me upon your shore
Smooth seas didn't make me a good sailor
I've been living with you
Within a dream that came alive
On the side

Caving in on myself
Venturing deeper within me
I've been eager to pull
To pull out the thorn in my side
To feel alive

Waiting for the call that breaks these walls
Painting these halls with the weight of it all

Be the one you want to know the most
I weigh me down just to pick me up
I'll show you me like you want me to be
The weight has made me blind

Leaving it all in open for all the world to see
I'm showing me hope to make me last
The dark haunts my presence and have erased my past
Still the melody in my heart chimed on...
Chimed on...Chimed on...
It chimed the right tone

I've been waiting for the call that'll break these walls
Painting these halls with the weight of it all

Be the one you want to know the most
I weigh me down just to pick me up
I'll show you me like you want me to be
The weight has made me blind
Oh, so blind
I'll show you me like you want me to be
Love has made me blind

5. Highest Bitter

Facing, I am fading
I've become the word transparent
Seize me as I'm wasting
Bitter tears in glorifying you
Feels like I am being devoured
Devoured by feeling blue

I build it up, you always tear it down
It seems like this is it when you're around
It's not that I don't wanna play the game
It's just that if I lose then you're to blame
You only aim for my weak mind
The one you know that you can buy
You make me sell myself to the
Highest bitter

Welcome to this exhibition
Where I am the main attraction
Come and see me in the pillory
Enjoy my misery
I know you've said it all before
When it was up to you
I didn't pull it through
I never cried out when you lied
I just smiled and slowly died

I build it up, you always tear it down
It seems like this is it when you're around
It's not that I don't wanna play the game
It's just that if I lose then you're to blame
You only aim for my weak mind
The one you know that you can buy
You make me sell myself to the
Highest bitter

6. Architect Of Fortune

Conscious all day
Cautious in my own way
Coincidence seems oh so
Strange and my actions
Are estranged
Unconscious but still awake
Things that are by chance
Seem to always break

"I never knew I could map
Out my life
Destined to live each and
Every day
Aware of what will come
Deep down inside I do have
All the answers
My misfortune
My burden in life
Is to know what will come
Nothing comes undone
Predict and prevail
That's me...."

A skilled mechanic
The artificer of destiny
An inner panic of knowing
What will become of me
Predict the Future and my
Eyes the only ones to see
A heavy burden of endless
Possibilities
Misled by god, endowed
Immense Qualities

Imprints of guilt, A repenting
Soul inside of me
My own misfortune
A lack of capability
A great success
Or a minor Probability

A wound that will never
Leave a scar
A pain that won't go away
You still don't know who
You really are
Wise words gone astray...

Every choice, every thought,
Every step, stumbling in my
Own feet
Every word, every sentence,
Every line, everyone comes
Undone

7. Arrival Of Love

The morning came...
I can see you lying there
Your body next to mine,
"Oh God, she looks so fine..."
All my life I've been searching for someone
I thought it was lost
Then suddenly I met you...

I can not lose it all
Feel the love
The feelings I thought were gone, calling me
"You can not win 'em all"
Is all I heard
She's the one who'll be there
Today

Finally the time has come to
Give eternal love, and to
Stay alive together is our destiny
No more sorrow, no more pain
And your presence keep me sane
In the night I'll hold you tight
Until the end

I can not lose it all
Feel the love
The feelings I thought were gone, calling me
We can not win 'em all tonight
The fear of letting go
Now I'm the one who will be there

Where there's time for goodbye
In the darkest devotion
I'm the only one
Feel my heat when the silence surrounds you tonight

8. Loved Ones

I was there for a moment, and now I am gone,
I was watching over you, and gave you all the clues.
So I can't give life to a withered rose,
Tears fill my eyes and all the rest I suppose.
I guess my life was stripped away from me,
And the vengeance will set me free.

Loved ones this is your song, I've owed it to you.
Now that I have found what I've been looking for,
This I can tell you.

You can't see through my transparent flesh,
Floating through time and space I am weightless.
I'm not at the place where you go when you die,
The place where everyone knows.
So I can't give life to withered rose,
Tears fill my eyes and all the rest I suppose.

Loved ones this is your song, I've owed it to you.
Now that I have found what I've been looking for,
This I can tell you.

So I gave new life to a withered rose,
Tears fill my eyes and all the rest I suppose.
I guess my love was ripped away from me.
Vengeance will set me free,
Vengeance will set me free...

9. Sin

All my life I have been a drifter
Going down the paths that had no ending
With Satan on my shoulder, I was an angel of the underground
Nothing could ever stop me

You're losing all, losing all of control
In the end you will fall
Losing all, you're losing all
Your soul... will it ever be whole?

I am terrified
In the dark there's no light
She's at the end of the line but she wants to live (to live)
He tastes the fear in her eyes
At the end of this night she will be... gone

What you have taken away from me
Can never come back, I cry, all night
The memories I've been given, while the future you have taken
You left me but a picture in a frame (nothing will ever be the same)

Listen son, I'm the one, can't you see...
I was here all along
The choice you made can't be undone
Now the price you will pay

You'll be electrified
It's the end of your life
Cause tonight the stars will shine, but not for you (feel it)
Feel the power of light
You're at the end of the road

You're in my world now, my soul to keep
Eternity is a long way to go
In my world now, your soul is mine
You see there's no way out
For eternity
This is where you will be, "Please let me out of here!"
For eternity
I will keep you down here, "Is there no way out?"
"I can't get out, out of here! Is there anybody listening? To me..."
You can't get out, out of here
"I all alone in the dark..."
It's the end of the line, where you'll be...

10. Havoc

This time I'll go too far
Go too long
Gonna set the bar
I'm out for blood
I wanna silence the peace
Cause I am havoc
Let me have my release

Come on!

Pick a fight
Swinging my right
Make a sucke
Bleed out
Knocked out lights
Out goodnight
Cause in the ring
I am the raging bull
Here's to me
Now go get your pull

I am the prosecutor
Judge
Executioner
The sound of the hammer
Just sealed your fate
Cause I'm the arsonist
Attend my wake
As the Salem Witches burn at the stake

You're gonna see me
You're gonna scream and
You're gonna feel my blade slide in your side
You're all beneath me
You won't defeat me
Cause I am here with havoc as my bride

Step right out folks!
Witness a real live circus freak reeking
Havoc in your neighbourhood
You better step out of his way
Or he'll beat you to the ground

This time I'll go too far
Go too long
Gonna set the bar
I'm out for blood
I wanna silence the peace
Cause I am havoc
Let me have my release

You're gonna see me
You're gonna scream and
You're gonna feel my blade slide in your side
You're all beneath me
You won't defeat me
Cause I am here with havoc as my bride

11. Pages

Imagine me as you
Be my eyes and ears
As you read on
Learn about my past, present and future
My flaws, my belief
My success and my love
Loss and all my hopes
My grief and my death

Suffering in silence
Just to be a part of life
Smiling at the crowd while singing
Words made up by lies
My childhood years came and went
I felt nothing to repent
Minutes felt like hours
And the hours seemed like

Days
Nights
All inside is lost in
A haze
Frights
Scared of turning another page

Saved memories
Read them to me and tell
Tell me my story
Some, some will hurt but I can't live without...
I strive to find and re-light the flame
Need to re-fuel and throw away the shame
Mind over matter
That's how it's played

Suffering in silence
Just to be a part of life
Smiling at the crowd while singing
Words made up by lies
My childhood years came and went
I felt nothing to repent
Minutes felt like hours
And the hours seemed like

Days
Nights
All inside is lost in
A haze
Frights
Scared of turning another page
Oh another page

12. Abyss

Can you feel my broken spirit?
Seeing only visions of how it should have been
Rendering what shaped my existence
Wanting a change, but imprisoned by the past
I am lost in my inner forest of conflict
When this journey began, my life was chaotic
Because of my hate held hostage by my own hand
My feelings inflict me
I see no way but in life
Erase the pain that's eating me up inside

Venturing deeper and deeper into the abyss
Hearing voices like someone I know
Feeling harder to breath
Then to be left behind, accepting the fate
"Of what I have become"
The only way my soul can breath again
Is letting the one's we love move on
Let go!

The silent fight will have no winner
Now I see my world
Coming back to life
My eyes are finally open again
Now I see it all in a different light
Standing on the outside
While I'm looking in

I stand on the edge of the abyss and I'm waiting to fall
I see no way out in life
When I look back there was no one there for me
I stand on the edge of the abyss and I'm waiting to fall
And I'm waiting to fall

13. I Am

I'm searching for a place to land
You have my life unguarded
Like the deserts miss the rain
I feel the pain

I reach to you my weary hand
A petty man so blinded
Can't wait for you to understand

It's just who I am...
Reaching deep, and if I can
The I will know...
Underneath my skin it will show

Although I've have been wounded
I know that time will heal
The scars we bear
And that we'll make them our own

I reach to you my weary hand
A petty man so blinded
Can't wait for you to understand
I need to know...

Who I am...
Reaching deep, and if I can
Then I will know...
The stream of life will flow
With judging eyes
Who'll pass the test
Unlike before, distinct from the rest
I'm touching down on naked ground
Then walk away without a sound

I'll try my best to realize
All too often I've tried to change
Destination known like the back
Of my hand
And still with every time when it slipped
Out of range
The trace it left remained unchanged
A fragile trust... in faith I lust

I reach to you my weary hand
A petty man so blinded
I can't wait for you to understand
I need to know...

14. Chivalry

Run away
Far away
From the past that's chasing you
Run away
Win the race
Let your will carry you home
And then you tumble along the way
It catches you up like you were prey
It shakes you up and make you regret

"I used to love you. I used to care. You loved me and trusted me, but I betrayed you. You were just standing there with
tears in your eyes. I should have felt something, but I was just empty inside...

I know I should have helped you out of this puddle of mud, instead of pushing your head in face first."

You've, you've reached the borderline
You've, you've reached the borderline

It's getting closer
You can feel the heat
It's getting nearer
There's no defeat...
Dig a hole and hide
To the soil you may confide
Until it collapses and buries you alive
I guess you were unaware of it all

Ignorance blinded your actions
Where do you go when you've gone too far?
An act of chivalry
Disgracefully
Unfaithfully

Borderline
Borderline
Borderline
Borderline

15. Game of Life

If we could sense each other
In the presence of another
Just for one day
Would it make a difference anyway
If I knew what you were thinkin'
I wouldn't bother wasting my time
I'd spend my day being out of harms way

There's no success without will
What you gain ain't free in life
It isn't where you come from,
It's where you're going that counts
You get back into the saddle again
Ride alongside lifes rain
And walk out as the winner
When you own the game

Would you live with it or let it go
Will you remember it all
With only one goal
When time catches up with you
Then I'll know what you'll do?
You'll keep living a lie don't you know?

Now place your bets on this game
And never let the scornful doubts
Of disbelievers
Have your spirit put to shame
You know what you have found
So close your eyes for the second round

Live it or let it go
Remember it all, if only one goal
Then time catches up with you
And there is no more to do
In the life that was you