1. Strigoi Moon – Slave To The Void

I fell in love with darkness
And lost the way back home
Shook hands with the devil
And sold my soul

Something's going wrong
And I can't stand it
And I am in this hole alone
Wish I could damn it

And in the nothingness I search for hold
It's getting darker and it's cold, so cold
I find myself in between an eruption of fear
I've become a slave to the void, my dear

How much pain can I take
How much love can be lost
I'm asleep but awake
It's the price for the loss

And in the nothingness...

This is what happens when you walk too far
When you search for some light but meet the dark
When you swim in the ocean and see no coast
When you try to escape the mood you hate most

Now that the peace is gone
And all love is torn
I make myself believe
There is a way back home

2. Insanity Suck System

When I wake up by the voices
And the headache keeps me down
There's the bitter perception
That I'm still on my own

And the strange but familiar feeling
Of nothingness is my company
And in this insidious dilemma
I'm digging for a sense to be

Forswear the pain
In this strange veil
This life's a vial
Full of denial

What the hell
What the fuck
Is this sick feeling
All I got?

Peace and pride
Oh I miss them
Come back to your senses
Insanity suck system

I'm surrounded by wars
It's a shame, but it's so real
And I wonder what the pack
Of the traitors really feels

And the master of disaster
Speaks the verdict on us all
Says he's killing for a living
And denies all his fault

Forswear the pain
In this strange veil
This life's a vial
Full of denial

What the hell.

3. Dressed For Suicide

Maybe you're bored
Got nothing to do
Maybe you look
For a deeper truth
Maybe you're dead
And just don't know why
Maybe you're sad
But think you're high

I see you smiling
To the left and to the right
I hear you talking 'bout how lovely's your life
But something deep in your look
And the white in your eyes
Is not alright, is not alright
Is far away from alright

'Cause everything you need is a change of style
Because it's only getting better when you turn off the light
And when the witches awake and a ride is in sight
It's time to dress for suicide

Yeah, the bombs are falling
And no one knows the reason
But who needs a reason
When the head is a mess
Well the times are hard
And so is the season
And this won't turn out good
I guess

'Cause everything you need...

You know
Nothing's
Alright
When I'm Dressed for Suicide

4. Something To Die For

I have torn myself apart today
The emptiness between seems to be the only way
I cannot be, I cannot be, I cannot feel
I cannot be, I cannot be, I cannot feel – you

Freedom of the inner self's a lie I won't believe
And as I run away you call me
But nothing but an endless run on endless roads to endless dreams
Is all that's left for me

Keep me down
Or kill me
Free my soul
Erase me
Give me
One good reason
To execute myself

I feel your breed in me and now it's dark, too dark to see
The breed in me and as I breed the spawn it breathes me

Something is crawling in me, something is there
In the eye of the storm I am everywhere

Nothing left of me now
Nothing left of me, no
Not a rest of me now
No more peace in me

Give me something to die for
Something that gives me peace
That won't make me
The damned I am

5. The Failure

So afraid, so away, so disturbed
Loathing
Punishment

So gone, so close to off
So denied
So alive

I shoot myself, rule myself
Get down with my purest hate
Practice murder unafraid
Fail

In the deepest hole
It's still longing for more
But released from me
I'll get higher without you

A look inside, a look to find
Something true
Something you

And maybe this is all that lasts
And maybe this poor soul is all there is
And maybe all I need is the certainty
That you are far from me

I shoot myself.

6. Looking Good Dead

I came home late,
Said I went straight through a storm,
She just smiled and adviced me to go,
I shouted this is not fair.
I'm fucking doing ok she just said

You're looking good dead

I laid in my bed
she was not at my side
if I'd known why
I would have had a better night
so I ran around
had a drink, had a smoke
and thought it's late

For another date

Now it's time to visit darkness
In my world I'm doing fine
Let us spend this night together
Everything's cool as long as you're mine

I went to her house
With a look like a lost dog
It was cold and I froze
But I knew I couldn't stop
And for sure I always want more
I know it's sad

But still I'm looking good dead

I'm not always into trouble
But sometimes it's a fact
That some pig-headed fucker
Deserves a hole in his head but believe

I'm coming in peace

Now it's time to visit darkness
In my world I'm doing fine
Let us spend this night together
Everything's cool as long as you're mine

So open the door
I'm here for more
I look pretty cool like you said

I'm looking, good dead

7. Rats Leading Rats

Darkness shows its grotesque face
Spells surround us
A mysterious touch
A messenger of misery

Rats leading rats
Anthem of the dead

It's the breed of the deepest abyss
Crawling out of the lungs of hell
Upon the sin they dwell
Tortured souls

Rats leading rats
Anthem of the dead

Come closer, my creature, and show me the path
We will choose I give up my self and my senses and accept
Your rules

It's a spiritual disease
But with the pain comes the peace
And this morbid journey leads
To your seed

Rats leading rats
Anthem of the dead

Blood follows blood
Where is my god?

8. Love Sucks

You've got me begging for more
You love to blacken my soul
And every breath you ignore
You hate my sense for control

You see the nails in my head
And every hope that I had
And something you call respect
Is nothing I claim to have

And as the last breath leaves your lips
This magic feeling's back in me
And now before the deadly kiss
I know I've never been this free
Get me out
All I see
Nothing new
Nothing free
It's the perfect place for lust
It's the proof that love just sucks

Now with the devil we met
And we shook hands with the dead
And we were spiritualized
We kicked the rules aside

And of all pleasures we dreamt
But in this sad scenery
We only lived bitterness
And so we killed all the rest

It's a lonely, lonely life
Without you by my side
But there's no peace left for us
There is love, but love just sucks

And as the last breath.

9. Set In Motion

It's in the hearts of a million waiting souls
It's all a part of a secret life control
You see yourself so unsafe and incomplete
You speak of health and forget your deeper need

And when the world can't be seen
It all becomes distortion
And in this lost scenery
You feel a great devotion
And when the last safety's fading away
There is no more notion
And when there's reckoning day
We are set in motion

And the return to the simple life you had
Is a concern that is painful and so sad
And with this knowledge you offer me your skin
And now we are – closer than we've ever been

It's all about everything and something more
It's nothing else than the freedom of the soul
You feel a touch but can't see someone around
It's all too much for a single part of the crowd

And when the world can't be seen.

10. Among Wolves

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11. Headache Machine

Who beats the machine of my headache
What's this device oh so savage
When will it collide with my sanity
Slide deep into menace

Becoming more and more demented
In a system you can't kill
Buried under walls of noise
And defenceless breaks your feeble will

Who's behind the face of this damage
Will it take more control
This is a strange kind of solitude
What's inside this perfect machine?

Becoming more and more...

It's fucking me up
It's fucking me up

Burn, beat
Headache machine
Damage

12. From A Thousand Years Of Yore

Tear down the walls
That block the sight
That keeps me alive and
Wash away the last disguise
So we both can sleep tonight

Found you down in your worst dream
Woke up by your painful scream
I hope you have the grace of god
I guess you have a taste for mud

And we come to disappear
We feel no more fear
We keep on falling in something
And we wait for nothing

Lost you in the deepest ocean
Far away from me, my love
How could I leave you in this motion
I thought I was someone to trust
Please don't go – too far
The deeper you sink in this notion
The more deranged you get

Night can be as black as hell
But now I see clearly
All that I've been searching for
It was all too near
There's a place inside the inside
Where we can be
In the deepest hole you'll find
All that you need

And we suffer all night long
Until finally we're strong
And we go through all extremes
Down to where we have what we need

The silence of the void cleans everything.
A longing for an end feels hard to sing
The secrets of a man fill more than a book led
Shiny surface awaits a second look
I'm floating down

And we come to celebrate
Free the demons in our space
Maybe we will go too far
But in the end that s how we are
All my secrets lie ashore
From a thousand years of yore