1. The Beast Inside Our Beauty

This is the fairytale of beauties and their beasts
The evil lives inside their mind and they're alive

The mirror always tells the truth
It pictures all I ever long to be

This is the fairytale of lies within the truth
The answers hide inside, who will reveal?

This is the way that all the stories will go on and on
Beyond the truth you will find out what life's about
We try to hide, we try to run from all the fears inside us
Beyond the truth we find the beast inside our beauty

This is the fairy tale of weakness without strength
The power lies beneath the surface

This is the way that all the stories will go on and on
Beyond the truth you will find out what life's about
We try to hide. we try to run from all the fears inside us
Beyond the truth we find the beast inside our beauty

Lying
Denying
Praying
Betraying

This is the way that all the stories will go on and on
Beyond the truth you will find out what life's about
We try to hide. we try to run from all the fears inside us
Beyond the truth we find the beast inside our beauty
The ugly inside.

2. It's My Fate

Now I sit here wondering why it came this way
My brain is over-strained why no one could stay
I'm left alone in darkest places, there is no way out
And I am tired of running. running, I scream out loud

No, no one ever cared for a broken soul
Everybody sees but nobody really acts
No one ever cared for a broken heart
No one takes the blame for they left me alone

What do you think of me?
What do you expect?
And yes, my forecast was bad
So tell me what should I do?

I only give back what I have received
My life seems worthless, you all made me see
When all your dreams scream they have been betrayed
My reality's a nightmare

No, no one ever cared for a broken soul
Everybody sees but nobody really acts
No one ever cared for a broken heart
No one takes the blame for they left me alone

Hearts of emptiness swallowed all the goods and needs of mine
Love's the only gift I received for such a long, long time
All I once have believed in turned to dust, to stone or pain
Grief is more than a feeling I can't bear, it is my fate

What do you think of me?
What do you expect?
So tell me what should I do?

Suicide seems the only way out
Cannot even cry
If I could I would scream it out loud
You leave me here to die

There must be someone in this world
That shows me the light
Where are you and where do we both go?

Hearts of emptiness swallowed all the goods and needs of mine
Love's the only gift I received for such a long, long time
Hearts of emptiness swallowed all the goods and needs of mine
Love's the only gift I received for such a long, long time

3. Pain In Me

Shut the door and dim the light
Does the sun still shine so bright in this room?
Oh, how I wish that I could see
Oh, how I wish that all this dark will end soon

So many things that a blind man longs for
Why don't you step in and open this door?

Now I'm waiting for a sign
Just to end up all this misery
And the pain I feel
All the sadness burns in me
No, I won't ever resign
If there is a will there is a way
To end all this
And the sorrow goes away

Please come closer to my bed
Tell me everything although it makes me sad
Don't even know the one I am
My inner mirror tells me lies all the time

So many things that a blind man longs for
Why don't you step in and open this door?

Now I'm waiting for a sign
Just to end up all this misery
And the pain I feel
All the sadness burns in me
No, I won't ever resign
If there is a will there is away
To end all this
And the sorrow goes away

Yes, I could curse the one who has sealed my fate
Glasses are my only friend
I feel hate for the one who changed my destiny
Hate, pain, anger and sorrow

Now I'm waiting for a sign
Just to end up all this misery
And the pain I feel
All the sadness burns in me
No, I won't ever resign
If there is a will there is a way
To end all this
And the sorrow goes away

4. Fight Your Inner Demons

Leave it all behind
There's so much more to find
I'm waiting here for you
There's no reason to feel blue

The world's against you
It's a lie you should be free
I take you back from here

The devil's by my side
Fighting angels – he seems right
He whispers in my ear
His holy words that I can hear

The world's against you
It's a lie you should be free
I take you back from here

Down where I am I'll remain
In my hell that I once have called my life
Blame is on you, only you have tortured me
Fight your inner demons

I offer you this deal
But not all details I'll reveal
Join me to change your life
Into a new world you will dive

The world's against you
It's a lie you should be free
I take you back from here

Down where I am I'll remain
In my hell that I once have called my life
Blame is on you, only you have tortured me
Fight your inner demons

Sell your soul to me now
Pay the price to me

Now I own your soul
It makes you empty, makes me whole
All your demons come at night
Try to run, don't try to fight

The world's against me
It's a lie I should be free
So take me back from here

Down where I am I'll remain
In my hell that I once have called my life
Blame is on you, only you have tortured me
Fight your inner demons

5. Peace Of Mind

This is the time in your life and the moment
You have to decide
Been tired of dreaming and pondering and waiting for help
I'm back alone with my fears and the pressure is back
Back on me

Carried the stone up the hill again and again and again
But it always comes back to me once that I thought
I have made it my way back to you

Destination has come – push the reset button
Feeling desperately numb – feels like I'm rotten

You stand at the edge of your life
Don't look ahead, go back instead
And find your peace of mind
You stand at the edge of your life
Just turn around, see what you've found
And find your peace of mind

If I had wings, I would burn them and tear them up
I don't need to fly
Cause whatever I do, I will fail, I will make it all wrong
No need to cry for a human left all alone
Just leave me be
Cause the pain that I feel is something that you won't ever know
No, you won't ever know

You stand at the edge of your life
Don't look ahead, go back instead
And find your peace of mind
You stand at the edge of your life
Just turn around, see what you've found
Find your peace of mind

6. Looking For A Hero

Run for your freedom, run for your life now
They're gonna follow, watch you
Where is your god now? No one will help you
Tired of running, lay down to die

Your life is worthless, your body is helpless
You won't survive, no way
Believe in the right things, all that we told you
Unteachable still, now you die

Some people kill, some people fight
In the name of God they hide
All their lies will find a way
Some people live and some decide
Who is wrong and who is right
All their lies will find a way – to stay

Now I am foreign, now I am different
Accused by so many, for what?
In war persecuted, in peace still despised by
People who don't know the hell that I've been through

Are we all the same, are we rapists and murderers?
Surely you now it, you read it
It's all the news, there in your own world
Surely fake news, cause that's what you believe

No empathy, no compassion
They're all to blame, they're all the same
No longer looking for the truth
Break down these walls of hate and pain
Don't look away, it is a shame

Where is the hero in ourselves?

This world's on the edge
It's judgement day to come

Insanity and madness rules
Stop this endless wheel

We are looking for a hero
Someone to change this crazy world
They are gone without a message
Even they have turned away

Some people kill, some people fight
In the name of god they hide
All their lies will find a way
Some people live and some decide
Who is wrong and who is right
All their lies will find a way – to stay

7. Signs In The Sky

All those things you gave me were so right
I'm alive because of you
You did not expect so much from me
Now that I am wild and free

Only a fool like you believes a word I say
For now you feel alive but soon you long for more

All that I receive from you is more than just a gift a friendship
I would never dare to ask you why I've to pay more than before

Only a fool like you believes a word I say
For now you feel alive but soon you long for more

Sometimes we see but still we act so blindly
Sometimes we're deaf, don't listen to the right ones
Signs in the sky, still we have not perceived.

Is it right to yearn for more and more
Every day I long for more
More of this of what has made my day
Now I can't live without it

Only a fool like you believes a word I say
For now you feel alive but soon you long for more

Sometimes we see but still we act so blindly
Sometimes we're deaf, don't listen to the right ones
Sometimes we're but know our heart is beating
Sometimes we wish that someone stops our bleeding
Signs in the sky, still we have not perceived

Now I'm addicted to you, there is no escape for me

Don't thing I care for you
I knew your misery
You thought that all was true
That lead into tragedy

I should have learned my lesson
I learned it well

Only a fool like you believes a word I say
For now you feel alive but soon you long for more

Sometimes we see but still we act so blindly
Sometimes we're deaf, don't listen to the right ones
Sometimes we're but know our heart is beating
Sometimes we wish that someone stops our bleeding
Signs in the sky, still we have not perceived

8. Surrounded

I've been getting weaker every day
Since the time that I met you
It seems you make me die too fast

No I never ever make you cry
I will help wherever I can
I am your friend and I will be

I'm feeling sicker every day
It's the point of no return?
It seems you want my death so soon

Still you doubt, why do you get me wrong?
I am the cure for you
I am your friend and I will be

All your lies and embarrassing disguise
Don't know that someone dies
For love, for pain and hate

I'm getting paler every day
I am sick and I'm so tired
It seems the reaper does its job

Don't you still believe in what I say?
Don't you lay down now to die
Maybe something has turned out wrong

All your lies and embarrassing disguise
Don't know that someone dies
For love, for pain and hate
All my trust in someone unknown to me
Now it makes me see
Surrounded by my death

It does not lie in my own hands
Got no cure and no defense
Surrender to this world once more

Who cares what's wrong and what is right?
I will quit this final fight
This world will never leave me out alive

All your lies and embarrassing disguise
Don't know that someone dies
For love, for pain and hate
All my trust in someone unknown to me
Now it makes me see
Surrounded by my death

9. Why Am I Here?

Now I sit on my chair
Thinking of my own past
What was right, what was fair?
Was there anything to last?

Time was not on my side
Have I been wrong or right?
So much left I wanna do
But I'm weak and I feel blue

Once my heart has told me to go
Where is the love left to show?
Once my heart asked "Why am I here?"
Nothing comes close, nothing's near

Home is a place I still know
But where on this Earth is it now?
I've been replaced, forgotten
Now I feel lost and rotten

Time was not on my side
Have I been wrong or been right?
So much left I wanna do
But I'm weak and feel blue

Once my heart has told me to go
Where is the love left to show?
Once my heart asked "Why am I here?"
Nothing comes close, nothing's near

10. Already Dead

Forever is just an illusion away
We pay for our blindness
Forced by fear
We turn into another

A face appears emotions burn
Already reached the point of no return
But will somebody care?

One night of passion
A night of crime
Flirting with danger
Sun rays never shine

Oh, it seems like we give all away that we once loved
Oh, it seems like we all, yes we all are already dead

Now there's blood on a knife
Not intended but happened
Yes, blood on a knife
Death is the answer to jealousy

The damage is done
The tears are flowing
With hate in our heart, don't know where to start
We kill what we love

One night of passion
A night of crime
Flirting with danger
Sun rays never shine

Oh, it seems like we give all away that we once loved
Oh, it seems like we all, yes we all are already dead

Take your time to think about it
Why it came this way
Back again just where you started
Now without a stay

Oh, it seems like we give all away that we once loved
Oh, it seems like we all, yes we all are already dead
Oh, it seems like we give all away that we once loved
Oh, it seems like we all, yes we all are already dead

11. If We Close Our Eyes

Still we're looking for a sense
Our pain is so intense
And we hide from what we see
And we close our eyes because we're rather blind than face the truth
Our wounds still hurt

Many things we've done that wrong
Still we think that we are strong
Our kind will die out soon
And we hope for better times and better lives somewhere beyond
Our future is unknown

We should not go any further
Cause we stare into the abyss
Don't close your eyes, don't fall asleep

If we still close our eyes one more day
The wicked in this world will feel free to stay

Strangers are still enemies
And we still go on with this
No one left to blame but us
Nothing left but shame on us

Centuries we have survived
With our hearts and our minds
But what else is there to come?
When love not hate or false religion lead into our death
Something turned out wrong

A new millennium has come
But our deeds can't be undone
Still we lie to ourselves
And terror, hate, destruction and diseases lead to death
Something turned out wrong

We should not go any further
Cause we stare into the abyss
Don't close your eyes, don't fall asleep

If we still close our eyes one more day
The wicked in this world will feel free to stay
Lost in our envy and poor jealousy
We never learn from all mistakes that we made yet

We care for no one else except our self
All we got, all we got we'll give away soon

If we still close our eyes one more day
The wicked in this world will feel free to stay
Lost in our envy and poor jealousy
We never learn from all mistakes that we made yet

12. Longing

I close my eyes
I still feel you near me
The sound of your voice ringing in my ears
I reach out for you
Believe that you'd be somewhere
I cannot fight this emptiness in me

But I know it was not your choice to leave this world
Can anyone take away this pain?

Longing for a time that never comes
Oh, it seems so far away
Longing for your hand to touch my skin
Oh, it seems so far away

I close my eyes
Recall our common moments
Pictures hurt and haunt me every time

Memories quickly appear and sting like a needle
Please take away this pain from me

Longing for a time that never comes
Oh, it seems so far away
Longing for your hand to touch my skin
Oh, it seems so far away
Longing for a heart that does not beat
Oh, it seems so far away
Longing for a smile upon your face
Oh, I'm missing you