1. Legend Of Blackbird

Last night a blackbird
Landed on his shoulder
He looked to the eye of bird
And saw the end coming
He fell asleep
Black and white pictures
Filled his restless dreams

He dreamt of flying
Above the dark mountains
Higher than ever before
He dreamt of walking
On the frozen lake
He dreamt of lying
On the dark field

Early in the morning
He wakes up
His mind is paralysed
By the sorrow

Day and night looks the same
He is unable to feel
He is unable to see
The beauty of the world

He's running through the haze
He's unable to see the rain
Cannot feel the wind any more
He comes to the frozen lake
The air is still, silent sky
Tranquil moment calm before the storm

Then the sky begins to change
The flaming storm is burning his eyes
Churning clouds are coming closer and closer
Somewhere among he sees her flying

He becomes one with the sky
Where the pain has no ending

One day a blackbird will land on your shoulder
Don't look to the eye of the fallen

2. Reborn

Deep dreams lead me to the world
where I feel agony no more

Oh, It was a beautiful day
suddenly the rainy clouds came
I didn't have time to run to hide
There were vicious thoughts on my mind
Give me the blade I said

I saw the rage in your eyes
The rage and the fear
You were afraid of yourself
and then I left you alone

Oh, It was a beautiful gloomy night
suddenly the sun rose
I didn't have the time to hide
Only dark thoughts on my mind

Take me with you I begged
You saw my eyes so hopeless
Then you left me alone
for the last time

On that rusty fall
suddenly the winter came
you had waited it so long
there were only one thought
on your mind

I climb the mountain where
I can touch the sky
before all the shiny stars fall
before I cast a spell on you

Deep dreams lead me to the world
where I feel agony no more
On this wicked night
my skin glows with rage
I'm surrounded by flames
repressed anger
no one's safe as I rise
and get my revenge
Like a phoenix bird
I'm reborn from fire
I cut your hair
I pierce through your eyes
for the last time
you will see my eyes

Oh, it was beautiful winter day
suddenly the frozen darkness came
I didn't have time to run to hide
last thing I saw was your eyes
"Now I get my revenge", you said

After many years I fly
back to you and sing like a siren
I create your pain
again, and again

Deep dreams lead me to the world
where I feel agony no more
Deep dreams lead me to the world
where I am the master of life and death

3. Silent Sunshine

I used to walk in the woods
And enjoy the loneliness
Me and the silent forest
We knew it would end someday

I remember the sun before
It started to bleed
I long for

Deep blue sky so bright
And the stars of the night
I was one with the nature
But now I belong nowhere

My dear forest
Cries with the sun
This world seems to
Crush under my feet

I will never
Dance with the golden leaves
I'm living in my memories

I want to see thru the tears
And enjoy the beautiness
Me and freezing snow
One day I will learn to fly

Deep blue sky so bright
And the stars of the night
I was one with the nature
But now I belong nowhere

My dear forest
Cries with the sun
This world seems to
Crush under my feet

I will never
Dance with the golden leaves
I'm living in my memories

4. Indian Fall

The grey day
The naked trees
Again I'm alone
With the universe

These misty days
Scorching my heart
These rusty thoughts
Scorching my mind

Oh how I want to sleep
On the edge of the moon
See the world drowning in sorrow
Without my tears

Sometimes I wish
I could go back in time
To the childhood
When every summer
Was gilded by the sun

I remember the trees
Reaching the glowing sky
I was eager to climb
To the outer space

My last Indian summer
Ended like a fairytale
The fall came to stay
Eternal fall

My last Indian fall
Began like a bad dream
The fall came to stay
Eternal fall

5. Whispering

In the Night Time the broken thoughts fill
Her mind
The ugly world turns upside down

Can you see the fear in my eyes
Sense the fear as I sing my song

Right before the madness swallows me
I escape to another world

Flowers falling from the clouds
Shining snow on the path

I'm sitting under the tree of silence
The whispering makes me smile again
It made me what I am
The perfect piece of my wonderland

Go to the woods
Walk the snowy path
Gather all the red flowers
Be aware of the crows

The fear will end by the dawn
When the last tulip falls to the ground
When the snow has turned into dust
(You will be the one to fear)

Night Time I wonder
Who have I become
Who am I now?

Can you see the fear in my eyes
As I sing my requiem?
Before the madness takes over me
I escape to another place
Before the twisted whispering
Makes me what I am

I will go to the woods
I will end this now
I don't want to be afraid any more

In the twilight you can see
A wavering silhouette of a girl
She has red tulips in her hands
And she's not afraid any more

But don't follow her
There will be blood

Don't even look at her
There will be blood

6. The Cave

She's standing on the edge of perished dreams
Wondering why did the star fall and go dim
Cruel wind blows, far from the black ocean
Finally her time has come to find the release

It's hard to be strong when you're alone
It's hard to be free when you're afraid
Afraid of the other reality that follows you from
Kingdom of nightmares to the daylight

She's a little child asking someone to hold her hand
She's afraid of the shadows crawling on a falling floor

She told me a story:
I was asleep when
Dancing shadows came to me
They called my name
In my dream

I followed them
I was one of them
Nightmares became my truth
My own will vanished

The darkness was too tempting
I went to the cave and then
I never saw daylight again
I went deeper and deeper
The place was cold and wet
The further I went the better it felt
I was loosing the time but I didn't care

I was dancing on the wall with the shadows
I opened my eyes and saw you
I danced, you gazed
That was the last time
And then you disappeared

There's this lonely child
Smiling as she passes the graves
Soon she will come
To her own tomb
It's a stormy night
In her own fairytale world

I love the moment everything turns to dark
Then I go out for a walk in the park
I weep and then it always starts to rain

It's only me with my loneliness
And I'm the child of darkness

7. Kingdom Of The Sky

These are those lands
You never walked on before
These moaning voices you never heard
They will not disappear

Guiding you to the salvation

Oooh please – redeem me from this forever rain
Guide me to the clouds above
Oh guide me to the Kingdom of the Sky

No one knows how it sounds
When shadows cry
Only a drop of mist
In the ocean of souls

This is the one
The feeling you never felt before

Oh I can hear them, I can even feel
Them, on my skin a cold vibe, a breath from the
Reaper

Oh hear them – hear them calling your
Name from the sky
Demanding you to these clouds above
Guiding us to the Kingdom of the Sky

Oh, can you hear – hear me bleeding
In these shattered ruins of mine
So old, so tired
Now in the Kingdom of the Night
This is for your memorial

Fall came upon our journey here
Journey that no one knows like you and me

Tired of sailing in these dark waters
One of these coldened night
When you slept forever

Taivahan portit ne sinulle raotetaan
Kun Tuonelan virtaan lautta lasketaan

Oh once so silent
These deadly waters

But no more
No more so silent they are

Darkened northern sky
Now moon shines upon this lake
Where we once were timeless
And free one lifetime ago

No one's safe as you
No need for a shelter
No need for a shoulder
Safe in a quiet tomb

No one's far as you
No burdens to bare
No worries to care
Sleep in peace

This won't be the same place again
A day without a sun a night without a moon
When you're not around

Adventure of life, remembrance of joy
Your memory will not fade away
Now for the last time we gather around
And sing farewell

Näin on päätökseen tullut yksi tarina
Kun kirkonmaalla nyt kuoppa peitetään
Nyt on havuinen peti sinulle tänne pedattu
Arkun me sinne laskemme
Niin moni nyt kaipaamaan jää

8. Memory Worth Dying For

Young and delicate heart of mine
Lost in a world like this
Once I will live as I dreamed
In this endless search for hope

See me crying
These tears of blood
They won't let me see

Help me escape
This ruin of a man
No it won't let me be

This poisoned soul of mine
Lost in a search for a cure
Soon I will die as I feared
Tearing my own fragile world apart

In this garden of lust and betrayal
I reveal my face
Hiding in the shadows of my own past
Forever search for hope
In a longest path of all
Never finding what I hope for

See me withering
This reflection of the past
Won't let me be myself

Help me escape
These darkest corners
Of my so called life

In this garden of lust and betrayal
I reveal my face
Hiding in the shadows of my own past
Forever search for hope
In a longest path of all
Never finding what I hope for

Once again, I lived as I dreamed

Song for my defiled, fallen distracted soul
A poet of this broken heart of mine
Once again, I lived as I dreamed that I would
A journey to remember, A memory worth dying for