1. I Live My Own Life

If you tell me that I can't
I will, I will, I'll try...
If I say that I will do it
I'll do it when I want...

I control... I control my world
I live beyond the dreams
Don't overwhelm me
Why you cut my wings?
This soul you think you own
Wants to break the walls

You try to control my mind
Why do you do it?
I don't want to be like you
'Cause I'm feeling free

In my world I live without walls
Deciding who I am
Looking for my place
Freedom in my hands
Don't wanna fight no more
You should know that...

I live my own life
Don't try to stop me!
Don't make me waist time
'Cause I am my own guide

I don't do the right things
But it doesn't matter
I don't want to be like you
I live my own life

Understand... Try to understand
That I am who I am
You know me so well
I'm not gonna change
I've never been your doll
You should know that...

2. Reverse Universe

If I could trace your voice
If I could be in your mind
To know what I did to you
To know why you do all that
You have fallen down so far...
You'll never see the light

Only I'll try to understand
Why you hate all that I am?

Look down into your spite
Can you see your face
Watching me with hatred eyes?

Just in silence I can hear your words
Tearing my life only when I'm not
And this silence gathered all my tears
I'm wide awake into something real

I opened my arms for you
And I tried to be true
But you're against me
Who are you?
Now I really can't understand
What has happened in your head
I live in a reverse universe

It's too late to change my mind
I don't want to waste my time
It's just time to pay the price
For the hurt that you have done
The world seems to disappear
But you're shaking me up

3. Over The Edge

Are you calling me?
I want to begin again
I cannot believe it!
We don't need to talk
All so stupid, all so fake
And your life's an empty game

Do you grieve for me?
I would live and die for you
I cannot believe it!
That's my truth
Everything in you is a lie
I started to realize

Liar! Say it to me
What do you want today?
Dirty my life with your lies again?
I really know you more than yesterday
Take care 'cause you are over the edge

Why do you follow me?
I don't want to fight with you
I cannot believe it!
You don't say good bye
I gave everything for you
Only for a piece of truth

Can't return to your life!
You forget me now!

Wake up babe
Don't want to talk about this shit
Do you listen to me now?
You must feel shame to say all this shit

I don't want to run away
But I can't take it...

4. Living In Fear

I can't explain all my emotions
And I don't like to speak of myself
But I guess that is the way
The only way
To know what I want to say

Tell me now what you think about me
Tell me what are you seeing
Lie down by me, feel it with me
All my fears here you will see

I am afraid of my own mind
I'm scared but I'm alive
I will leave this life to die
Why do you call to say good-bye?
It's so easy for you to break my life...

I have to speak if I don't want to
And then you say that I am like ice
I am what I am, I'm tired and bored
But I will last on my own
'Cause I want to know...

I will simply tell you all the truth
My heart will see you through
Beating so near... Living in fear
Only needs to disappear...

5. The End Of Your Suicide

Silence is clouding your fat will decide your death
You're crying and dying alone
Deciding... to live or not

Flames burning in your mind
A hell you like to hide
The show will be the end of your suicide
Another path you'll find
To escape this rite inside

World full of gods
-Today I don't know you-
Now, you can't smile
-But it doesn't matter-

Emotions.... your emotions are lost
Passion... passion is gone!
All the world is moving so fast
And your dreams are still in the past

Oh! Can you hear the call
Offering you my soul?
Please now, believe in me
Don't left yourselve down
The moon is high on you
The light is breaking through
A whisper in the air
Reminding that you were born

"still I feel so lost...
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away"

6. Innocent Blood

Come with me across the forest
I wish to see the terror in your eyes
You can beg and you can shout
But you know that nobody will help you

I'm breathing blood again
Will I wake up from this nightmare?
Please help me!
The pain is killing me
I won't survive

Look at me, you know my name
You had never imagined it
A human chill, a sweet deceit
I will drag you up to the limit

I feel your fist's strike
And the steel's tearing all my flesh
No mercy!
I only beg for death, I won't survive

Now wring the blood from your hands
No! you don't regret you love your life
You'll find another child

You're in my mind
Your smooth body must be mine
Breathing your breath
You'll be my slave all this night

"my lovely child I'm at your feet
take a look at me and tell me what you see
I'm just a friend but I wan't be more
My world's upside down and
I've got nothing else to lose
so I need to return to do it
to feel your fear, to smell your flesh
to drink your blood... blood"

7. W.W.666

Lord of your war
Don't you try to lie to us
Are you God?
This world's not in your hands

You choke our voice
You poison our minds
You shed their blood on mankind
And you force us to kill once again
To kill again...

Tell me if you'll bleed on our side
But... until your last sigh...
Is your army ready to attack?

Die! I don't want to die
You know? My flag is white
Tell me "Blind-Man"
What are you seeking in our minds?
We'll turn against you
In this war that you began
We want a future
Without madness, nor distrust

No! You can't hide
You'll be the first to leave us
Antichrist!
You're the preacher of war

We hear your legions marching on us
Our pride won't fall to the ground
Though you'll step on our tears
While you sing a stupid hymn

8. Face To Face

In the silence
The thunder's howling free
It's raining tears inside myself
With your madness
And promises I've lived
But now I have the force to fight

There's no one in my life who lives
Anywhere close to me
But I need to see
Through your eyes and flee

A game you must play
You know that
You'll decide the places
Crease the curtains
When you lose... you will raise my flag
Are you prepared to play and cry?

We are face to face
In the deepest of the cliff
You and me
You're like an iceberg
Who freezes my blood
With frozen ropes
You're in front of the fire, we came to play
Now we're face to face

Take your time though
Victory's in my hands
Move your pawn
The board is ready
Yesterday
I was afraid to die
But now I have the force to fight

9. Enclosed

Shaded death, I feel you close to me
Drags me with the violence of the sea
Up to the deepest lonely ocean
Crushing my forgotten emotions
Out of here I'll be a stranger
I'll feel the bows of a sure danger
And I won't, won't think about death
There's no god. It's the end...

I wish I dreamt of you
I wish to feel you
I wanna touch you now!

I learnted to live in dreams
So close the pain I dream
My freedom will not hang
From your thorns... anymore!
A sweet sigh of your breath close to me forever
Today I can say that I'm frear than ever

Enclosed, enclosed, enclosed...

A tear in a corner of my eye
Witness of my sacrifice
I'm yearning to follow my silence
I'm falling in a soul of madness
It's time to leave this place far behind
I'll just remember all the good times

10. Perfect Soul

I've never sighed before the dusk
But I was there with you
With my heart waiting for your last command
I'm so afraid, I don't know what to do
I'll tremble as I speak
If you think that I am weak

Your words can't be denied
The truth will be your key
You back down, you want to change
But your blows feeds the fire with
The passion you can show

Yes, I know that I'm not a perfect soul
But I'm going to try
Have the force and am alive

You don't try to be a perfect girl
The shadow's coming back
And you will be to die

I have my dreams, I still can't turn away
I am myself and that is more that what I was

Mercy is over!
I know your name, your name is mine
You think that you don't belong to any one
But your imperfect soul has always been mine

11. Take Me Higher

I will look for the perfection
Making your sweet heart smile again
The simple things as the raindrops
Give a new sense to this place

Our feet don't touch the floor
Our minds feeling the call
There's something wild
If we cross the door
We'll never stop

Take me higher give me your hand
As the fire we'll rise again
You're falling asleep inside of me
Shaking your wings
There are no words only our breath

When winds take the forest in their paws
Universe is as still as all my bones

In the spiral we made
Around the fire today
Tell me why should I cry for you?
Music in the air
Your blood is flowing for me
Take me higher making me dream

12. Promised Heaven

When I pray
I kneel down in front of you
And I think....
Where are you? I can't see you
And I feel so weak
I don't trust your white tears
Have you left me now?
You were never with me...

It's alright to make mistakes
I'm only human
The mortal one
Who lives fulfilling your laws, no thanks!

I would like to ask you God
When I die where I should go?
Into ashes will my soul turn?
Where is your blue paradise?
If there's an eternal life...
Why don't you bring this life here?

Born to die
This sensation is so strange
Born to die
To live fulfilling your laws... no thanks!

If you want, I'll try to save you
But to save me from all your lies?
You've always believed in my truth
In your stupid Holy Bible
Also in your famous saying
"I am the path, the truth and the life"
Everything you say I distrust
Can you prove me now that you are real?

13. So Far Away From Home

(бонус)

If I had it in my power...
If I could remain here...
Every minute, every hour
To leave knowing that I will return again
To return dreaming that I'll never go away
I'm a lost and scared hunter
But I chose this tortuous way
'Cause it's me and it's my life
I don't want to make mistakes

Your voice reminds me now that I'm alive
When you call me and say to me that all is fine
But now I miss the silence of the night
And the calmness of the sun

Sometimes I feel so far away from home
So far away from my life
Never felt this way before
Everytime I feel so far away from your love
Small things that become details
Now you have to let me go

Every second's like an hour
Every hour's like a day
I'll feel for the last time desire
And I'll turn and run away

If you think that I am strong
You are wrong!
'Cause I need my simple life
A piece of this world...