1. Painweighted

I lean my head against the glass of the chilled, cold window.
Feel of cold pulls me back to memories of the past;
I fell down on the ground, colored stones with my blood...

I saw myself from a far my wounded head glowing red;
I wanted so to let go but something still held me down...

I wait for the rain to wash away the pain;
Down by grace all the fears I face everyday...

I walk alone my path in emptiness of the night;
Under the darkened and painweighted cloud of life.

I close my eyes from the world mourning in the hearts of wise;
Painweighted and sorrow filled; still I wait for the grave...

I wait for the rain to wash away the pain;
Down by grace all the fears I face everyday...

Painweighted...

I walk alone my path in emptiness of the night;
Under the darkened and pain weighted cloud of life.

2. Down In My Grave

Dark are the skies lit by the neon lights;
I walk on the street in embrace of the wind.
Fear, that gnaws me in its jaws;
I bury my head in my hands from the world,
And the voice in my head won't leave me alone...

Black are the walls that imprison my soul;
Darkness surrounds me in the cloak of the night.
Down, deep inside I say a prayer for my soul;
My phobias ruling the life I once had.
And the voice in my head questions my faith...

All that I need from thee to be free...

Lower me down in my grave;
And bid me farewell.
Lower me down in my grave;
With the flowers I'll wither away.
Lower me down;
Down in my grave...

Alone in the dark, in the silence of the night;
Long is the road to the lights of the day.
I close my eyes in the frozen ground;
I see my old self in the cold soothing soil
And the voice in my head silenced by faith...

All that I need from thee to be free...

Lower me down in my grave;
And bid me farewell.
Lower me down in my grave;
With the flowers I'll wither away.
Lower me down; down down.
Down in my grave...

3. The Cleansing

...Out from the darkened night,
Into the burning hot cleansing steam...

My weak endeavour to stay clean;
From all the filth that I've gladly taken in.
Failed escape from reality;
My soul lies unwanted with a stain of sin...

I feel myself impure;
I need the cleansing;
Craving for more of your love...

I feel myself unclean;
I need the cleansing;
Oh, wash me clean from these stains in me...

...Out from the hot burning steam,
Into the frozen cold granular snow...

The filth I've seen on my way;
Hasn't stain me like the evil from within.
Evil deeds and words I say;
I've soiled my soul with a stain of sin...

I feel myself impure;
I need the cleansing;
Craving for more of your love...

I feel myself unclean;
I need your blessing;
Only you can clean these stains in me...

4. Until

Years have passed before me
Changing my view to things I see
See my inner world on collide
With another that I left outside
I lived for hate so many years
I tried to hide from pain and tears
Tears I wept all for vain
In world of grief I was until
Until I tasted blood of His vine
Until Until...

I lived for greed conscience seared
But all I possessed was only fear
Fear grew in a shapes of gray
In world of grief I was until

Until I tasted blood of His vine
Until Until...

Until I tasted blood of His vine
Until Until...

5. The Prophet

Candle casts a growing shadow
on the carved wooden wall
I look the dark behind the window
and write the vision that I saw

In my eyes the revelation
scene of end with glance of grace
Mankind crying for salvation
They are worth of all the prayers

Worth of all the prayers

Through the gloomy darkened night
I wandered without fear
My soul wrapped in shinning light
as His voice I could hear

Like commands given in prayer
"Write, therefore what you have seen
what is now and what will be later"
The day of reconing is near

The burden that I bare
Secrets of the prophecy
Divine messager
Reflector of doom

Judgment?s call I have heard
in the halls of secrecy
And it?s name I have shared
the knowledge of my prophecy

For all those who has wisdom
to interpret what I say
We are waiting for the Kingdom
and for their souls we must pray

The burden that I bare
Secrets of the prophecy
Divine messager
Reflector of doom

6. Icebound

I open my eyes just to close 'em again
From the horrors that I see before me
On the edge of depth I stand and stare down below
At something never ment for a man to behold

I stand upon the mountainside of my mind
And stare the walls inside – I'm Icebound

Harsh cold walls of ice in my mind
Lock me deep inside – I'm Icebound

Falling from the edge of depth
Deep in to a tragedy
Thrown into obscurity

I opened my eyes again to look into the eyes of end
But there was nothing for my eyes to see
Deep inside I had a new belief and took another view into
My soul that used to be icebound

Falling from the edge of depth
Deep into a tragedy
Thrown in front of divinity
Thought I even heard the angels sing
With eyes open wide I now stare into depth
As all my demons are gone for a while
And I still can hear the echoes of the angels singing
What I thought a tragedy became essence of my life

I stand upon the mountainside of my mind
And witness the meltdown – of Icebound

Cold walls of ice fall down in my mind
Freeing me from inside – of Icebound

Standing on the edge of depth
Staring into divinity
I threw away my vanity

7. Snow Soul

As I walk through the masses of snow at this frostbitten winter night.
Sighing forest at the moon flow sends me a taste of natures might.
Ahead mourns the eye of the snowstorm.
Divine appearance of the winter wind.
Snow, piles upon my soul, like Grace from above, Messenger of hope...

My heart beats in sync with the nature.
I wait for the coldest winter.
I am the Snow Soul...

I head my walk to the storm's eye more than complete to praise His name.
Natures mourning set my pulse to rise as I follow steps of His angel's way.
Ahead Kingdom of God in it's grandeur.
Awaiting my soul to enter its halls.
Snow, piles upon my soul, like Grace from above, Messenger of hope...

My heart beats in sync with the nature.
I wait for the coldest winter.
I am the Snow Soul...

Let it Snow... Upon my soul...
I see my troubles come and go.
Your given hope.. Grace from above...
My belief keeps strengthening...

8. Divine Wintertime

I spread my minds wings and arise towards the sky.
I fulfil all my dreams and to the essence of winter I fly...

To finest of weathers my wings are taking me.
Caress of moon at frozen fields.
Snowflakes floating down, forest of snowbound.
Stars give everything a shine.

Now it's time to rest my mind at this Divine Wintertime.
It's time to rest your mind at this Divine Wintertime.
Winter...
Into the nature's eyes I stare now and feel 'em staring back.
This unity sets me free.
My quest for divinity has lead me here and here I'll stay.
Loving embrace of God.

Now it's time to rest my mind at this Divine Wintertime.
It's time to rest your mind at this Divine Wintertime.

Winter.. Divine... Wintertime...
Divine... Wintertime...

9. Morning Mist

Afraid to open my eyes.
Horror of facing the day.

Mist of the morning is fading,
while cancer burn in my bones.
Horror of facing the pain.

Years ago I had plans,
what to do with my life.
But now it all is so futile.

Oh.. again my fears come true
and painkillers are out of effect.
To the pain I must reconcile.

The color of my desperation,
if I wouldn't be heading to Christ.
Would even be darker than now.

My dream is to wake one morning
without these tears of pain.
Oh.. why can't I just die?

The color of my desperation,
if I wouldn't be heading to Christ.
Would even be darker than now.

My dream is to wake one morning
without these tears of pain.
Oh.. why can't I just die?

10. Christ Mass

Through this silent night I've been watching the sky.
I've been following the brightest star with my eyes...
Saviour is born... Rejoice!

I thought this was another night ruled by penetrating darkness,
but the star I saw was a sign of something else.
The star had stopped above this place.
Following it here I found Him.

Holy night of the Saviour's birth, little child in manger.
We respect the spirit of Christmas as we celebrate the Christ Mass...

There He was; a little child, yet glowing with divinity,
I was allowed to kneel before and to worship Him.
With my mind and in my heart.
I could feel He is the Lord.

This was a night of joy but as well a night of grief.
Herod gave an order to kill 'cause his fear for this King..
Saviour is born.. Rejoice!

"For my eyes have seen Your salvation which You have prepared,
in the sight of all people, a light for revelation,
to the Gentiles and for Glory,
to Your people Israel." –Luke 2:30-32

Holy night of the Saviour's birth, little child in manger.
We respect the spirit of Christmas as we celebrate the Christ Mass...
Christ Mass...

11. Hate Sender

Riding down the mountain of my own emotion,
everything feels so unreal...
All my thoughts destructive isolation active,
amounts of anquish unseen...

Hate – like a walls around me.
May they ever fall down... fall down...

I see all the lies brought to my eyes,
my emotions die more everyday.
Sympathy dies I can't relate to their lives,
easiest way is to feel pure hate...
... Pure hate...
Suffocated cries in selfpity they hide,
Hate Sender I've been for so long.

Hate... Serves My Purpose...
Hate... Inside My Mind...

Unreal State of My Being...
Ideal Way to Reveal...
Thoughts in My Mind...
This Hate Inside...

All this hate inside me has grown greater than me,
I have lost my self control...
Anquish turned to hatered anxiously I wait death,
Against all I am in war...

I – felt the touch of divine.
My world came falling down... falling down...

I drown in the lies bitter tears in my eyes,
my emotions all are dead and gone.
Salvation seen in what Christ ment to me,
I've walked over field of pure hate...
... Pure hate...
Happiness I seek only love could bring,
Hate Sender I've been far too long...

Hate... Serves My Purpose...
Hate... Inside My Mind...

12. I Am Me

...It's Easier to Act than be Yourself...
...We're all Individuals, Will we Stay that Way?...

See...Feel...Inside of Me...Deep

Countless times I have heard it, Hide yourself and think naive...
Do not let them take you down, Soul inside you is your own...

Falling into the Arms of Selfpity.
Denying Yourself won't Solve Anything.
From my Belief I have find Strenght to Live.
I do how I Feel and Behold: I am Me...

...We are all Masters of Life, Every single One of Us...
...Christ as my Paragon I am Lord of my Life...

See...Feel...Inside of Me...Deep

Be brave and don't hold back, In grave it's too late for that.
Be yourself don't compromise, This world ain't black or white.

Falling into the Arms of Selfpity.
Denying Yourself won't Solve Anything.
From my Belief I have find Strenght to Live.
I do how I Feel and Behold: I am Me...

13. Realm Of Hatred

I Invite you for a ride... journey into my mind...
The realm that you shall find...winter cold hatred inside...

Welcome to My Realm of Hatred.

Like icy bone fingers clawing my mind.
The vague darkness growing inside.
The madness I've been fighting is now taking over.
My life in vale of hatred become too obscure.

...No Escaping...Hate Within...Here to Stay...
...In My Realm of Hatred...

Anguish grows in me...Neverending sorrow I see...
My realm my chance to be free...Winter frost eases my grief...

Clouds filter moonlight reflection from snow.
Beauty of nature gives me new hope.
It's so much easier to hate than feel love.
And I've seen that love is the only way out of hate.

...Farewell...From My Hell...Farewell...
...From My Realm of Hatred...

14. Immortal

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15. Frostmind

Cold January morning at the northern land
White frost embraces the dawn
Cold nature awaking under the veil of snow
With the first beams of light
Cold air not warming despite the light
As my breath vapors

Frozen northenr air – Northern frozen nature

Ice is all that remains of the flowing streams
Of bright and pure water
Ice covers the hills like a monument
For honor of the frost

Frostbite – on my skin the feel of winter – Frostmind
Frostmind – deep inside the cold lovebite – Frostbite

Crystallike shine on these towers of ice
Too bright for my eyes...

Light has taken my sight made me snowblind
As the vision I saw at the north
Light formed into a shape and offered a hand
To guide my blind eyes

Frostbite – on my skin the feel of winter – Frostmind
Frostmind – deep inside the cold lovebite – Frostbite

16. The Cleansing

...Out from the darkened night,
Into the burning hot cleansing steam...

My weak endeavour to stay clean;
From all the filth that I've gladly taken in.
Failed escape from reality;
My soul lies unwanted with a stain of sin...

I feel myself impure;
I need the cleansing;
Craving for more of your love...

I feel myself unclean;
I need the cleansing;
Oh, wash me clean from these stains in me...

...Out from the hot burning steam,
Into the frozen cold granular snow...

The filth I've seen on my way;
Hasn't stain me like the evil from within.
Evil deeds and words I say;
I've soiled my soul with a stain of sin...

I feel myself impure;
I need the cleansing;
Craving for more of your love...

I feel myself unclean;
I need your blessing;
Only you can clean these stains in me...

17. The Cold Northwind

As a stranger I wandered to this place
I was self-confident but afraid
Crimes shadowed my way

I flee from long arm of law
I used to run but now I crawl
My knife is still colored by blood

Cold breathing Northwind shattering
As I say a silent prayer for my soul
My soul in shadows that rise upon my crimes

Ice and snow whirl shredding my skin
By fierce blow of ice-cold Northwind

The Cold Northwind

Loneliness at the hills of north
While wind sweeps like God's wrath
Will I pay my crimes by death?

I have made so many sons to bleed
Still son of God bled for me
How could I ever believe?

Cold breathing Northwind avenging
As I scream a prayer for my soul
My soul in shadows that rise upon my crimes

Dark and cold visions shredding my mind
By fierce blow of ice-cold Northwind

The Cold Northwind

18. Blue Flamed Fire

I lay myself on the snowy ground and stare the open sky
The trees stand around me carrying their limbs heavy with snow
As my eyes wander at the stars and the moon retreats behind the clouds
I start to think about my life and the course I've given to it

The fire that burns keeps me warm
The fire that Christ set to burn

My mind survived the blue flamed fire
My hate survived the blue flamed fire

I can hear the church bells from a distance somewhere far
Voices of nocturnal nature raise the tempo of my heart
The Blue Flamed Fire's been burning in my soul for so long
Still I've always been myself; nothing less and nothing more

I lift myself up from the snow and start to walk in this darkness
Feeling so blind trying to find the path which I came from
As I raise my eyes to the sky the moon returns from behind the clouds
I look up to silhouettes of trees and know which path is mine

The fire that burns keeps me warm
The fire that Christ set to burn

My mind survived the Blue Flamed Fire
My hate survived the Blue Falmed Fire

I can hear the church bells from a distance somewhere far
Voices of nocturnal nature raise the tempo of my heart
The Blue Flamed Fire's been burning in my soul for so long
Still I've always been myself; nothing less and nothing more

19. Snowfalls

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20. Dark Night Under The Northern Sky

At this frosty night under the starlit sky
Northern light caress my eyes
The white spruce forest swaying
By the rhythm of the wind

I stare with sweet melancholy
Its snowy pride and green beauty
Crust of snow reflect in blue
Pale light of the moon

Walking through this silent night
Close to my heart the cross I bare
Silhouettes of trees in silence
Reminds me of greatness above

Oh starlit sky
Withdraw behind the cloudiness on
Dark Night Under The Northern Sky

Neon lights color the night sky
I wish they all would die
The gray forest stands polluted
Filthy snow begins to melt

I see violence on these crowded streets
So full of hostility
I confront eyes that contempt
That've forgotten him

Walking through this pagan land
My cross gets heavier to bear
But I've seen the revelation
Through your eyes my beloved one

Your starlit eyes
Awoke me to see forgiveness on
Dark Night Under The Northern Sky

21. Love Demise

As I walk this sidewalk all alone, wet from rain and so cold
I press my head down and try to hide from their looks

Deep inside I cry in pain, so intense it drives insane
I walk away from love that became betrayal

In my heart I bear the scars
That remain there forever
Clawed by Love Demise

Once pertners now just apart
Left alone by betrayal
Clawed by Love Demise

"They were so young"; I heard them say, but that is not a reason
To rip my heart and leave it out to bleed

I lay my eyes up to the stars, and pray that I'll find her
The one I thought I found, but I am still looking for

In my heart I bear the scars
That will remain forever
Clawed by Love Demise

Once partners now just apart
Left alone by betrayal Clawed by Love Demise

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23. Winterheart

I wake up to the sound of frost creaking in the walls
I crawl to the door to confront its cold breath

First morning after the long autumn
Exitement fills my heart
Before my eyes opens a scene so bright
Wintertime has begun

Oh, I hear the forest calling for me
Oh, the natures roaring so tempting secne for

My Winterheart cast in white frost
Cold dawn of winter, the love divine enters to
My Winterheart

Into the cold and snow surrounded
Forest now I stroll
The path I've chosen leads to prescece
Of the Creator

Oh, how I admire the beauty of these trees
Oh, how they stand in silence dressed in white they greet

My Winterheart cast in white frost
Cold dawn of winter, the love divine enters to
My Winterheart

Memories take me to dawn of his glory in my life
Grace pours like snowflakes on my wounded soul

24. Painthings

I'm painting my sorrow with these dark colors
I immortalize my painful ife into this work of art

Night after night
At the attic in dim candlelight
I return to my work
These dark lines and visions that hurt

And from the canvas I can look into my soul
The paint reflects my inner fears and my pain

Weak soul in my weaker flesh
Alone and so addicted
Lost of love made me insane
All I have is skill to paint

I'm painting my sorrow with these dark colors
I immortalize my painful life into this work of art

Pain after pain
Painted in valued works of art
The hate i have for this gift
Why can I paint the shape of suffering?

My respected art I create from my pain
Dark visions from my hollow soul

Weak soul in my weaker flesh
Alone and so addicted
Lost of love made me insane
All I have is skill to paint

Lost of love made me insane...