1. When Silence Cries...

When silence cries...
Is it what I feel?
or is it what you really long to be?
Depression grows again
to you I pledge my guilt
Deserted fields I stroll
there is no relief

The bleeding night surrounds you like a darkened veil
The echoes wake my sleeping thoughts
The distant voice... it cires again
I realise it is not a dream, like a journey in solitude
Ignore what I once did say

When silence cries...

The pleasant feeling of
something dying (she said)
Upon the innocent it will rise once again

A tear I spill in silence
Punish the word of wisdom that
I once gave

When silence cries...
A passage of dreams
a passage of dreams and memories
Tiny little screams
feeble yet reveiled
Fading now is Oblivion...

2. The Daughters Of Innocence

Climb within me, read my satisfaction
because it is the strongest of sins that
makes me what I am

Live through me, feel my satisfaction
because you see, it is me who makes them
what they are

Leave me now, an innocent soul
Wanna get out of your grip

Look up to the stars, freedom between
Angels cry because of their guilt

Leave me now, an innocent soul
Wanna get out of your grip

You closed your eyes, I opened mine
and now you see that victory is mine

A daughter of innocence...

Climb within me, read my satisfaction
because it is the strongest of sins
that makes me what I am

Live through me, feel my satisfaction
because you see, it is me
who makes them what they are

3. The Day We Drowned

Once again I' drowning
ion this lake of betrayal and lies

So who are you to speak,
when they have already tightened
the grip?

The creations of ones destiny
and meanwhile I drown,
in the corners of your eyes

To be the saddest of sins
( would you be? )
Carry me to the fields of lust
because as you stand here withering,
I feel so alive

My soul has been sacrified
to the demons of betrayal
And I feel strangled to act in lies

Tighter, tighter, tighter
oh, is it hope in sight?
Is it hope in sight?

Redefine, and welcome the
vast immortals
Redefine, and head back to the
tainted waters...

4. Mournful Pigeon

Infinitive oblivion...
beyond all words and thoughts
Desires sent to sleep,
to the dawn of knowledge comes

A dismal gleam in their frozen eyes
Gathering of the beloved ones

Bleeding portraits on the velvet walls...
Serene divinity passing on
Hiding are the deceitful ones

They have no courage, they have no
feelings
Weakness and greed the most

Now my sighs have been answered
they have drained me of all life
The passion of tragedies
described beyond my loss

Feels like flying
Far away, out of confusion
till clearness...

I can see the tears, falling...
from your eyes
Try to wipe them, try to wipe them away
But they were frozen to your chin
Can't control my feelings
Feels like I'm blind and stuck out in
the dark
With no tress around me...
Don't know what's passing me by

Why now?
It's time to say farewell
Leaves fall from the dying trees again
Emotions brought to life...

By me

My dearest pigeon is mournful yet again

5. Swallowed Tears

Icy blue and numb I crawl
the red heaven gapes at me
As I embrace the pale
my final thoughts will sail...

And now depression flows from your eyes
On my aching wounds you spill
your tears
But my own hand.
I drown your selfish dream

You seek, not finding...
the eternal portraits
They await me like the night
as this shivering candle holds my
only light

Icy blue and numb I crawl
the red heaven gapes at me
As I embrace the pale
my final thoughts will sail...

6. Illusion?

I thought I saw you, out in the crowd
So many faces, but it was you that I picked out
I see the rainfall, outside my window at night

I lie between hell and heaven
I lie between right or wrong

If I were God I could help you
But I'm just human like yourself
I keep on smiling, 'cause I have this dream
Every night that I go to bed,
I have this picture of you riding for me

You say these three words:
"Never forget you"
But when I opened my eyes you were gone far away
You were gone...far away
Gone far away..

7. Enigma Of The Absolute

My shadow follows me everywhere I go
Please take it away, cause I wanna go
Alone...

Bring forth the agony of your inner
thoughts

Far out in the forest lies a secret that I
hid when I was little. Wonder if it's still
out there. The Past, I try to forget it
and nearly forgotten.

Behold, as they are stepping towards
us. The Saint, the sinful father. Can't
he reject the temptation of life,
as he stops, sees and speaks to me
The temptation of life makes sense
to me

His mouth is dripping with insanity
Stupendous scars of agony? Heal These
scars, set in time to heal for me
Stupendous scars of agony?

He tried to caress the lost ones,
forever engaged...

Read my life as I read yours
A second chance for everyone?
Heal these scars, set in time for me

Tell me I was wrong,
and I will relive it.

8. Words Of The Fly

I heard a strong voice
shout out my name
But when I turned around,
noone was there
It was just an illusion I had,
that that they should come back one day

Embrace yourselves
watch them collide with their destiny
The sinner's hand
strangles them, forever
Arise, when the chance appears
The sinner's hand embrace them

And so, arise on the Trail of Tears
( I know ) The sinners all rose

Persuasion falls on the Trail of Tears
The siners all rose

9. Temptress

In the weary heart of your lustrous dream
bloody candles being lit by you
I am your child from this moment on
waiting for the dream to awake
Sweet dreams my dearest,
the candles will end one day

Wondering...
I'm gazing
towards the stars

As I hear an Angel's voice in my head...
It sings so softly and so clear
Wanna fly away, wanna fly away
wanna fly away into the skies

They have now fallen

Reaching out to us, a dividing hand
hid to me this endless mystery
Open wide for me to see
a shade of what was never to be
Living in a fantasy world,
far beyond reality

Bury me...
with all of them Eternal temptress

10. The Burden

(Digi Bonus Track)

The centre of dreams
deprives me of things that should have been
As I wander towards my final sin,
there is noone to explain what I feel
Will you see to that I will arrive?
Feeling bitter and blue as I lay down
my heart

And even though you know that it is
me you will continue to live out my sin
The fact however, I cannot confirm
the secrets that once were lost with
the burden that was you

Dreams in a fantasy of reality,
there is where you'll find me
The burden is you, not me
Living in a world far out of society
One day you will see that fantasy can
become reality

You have been carried away,
carried away on a cloud
One day independence day will arrive

Now, you have noticed that I have arrived
so when will you depart from my heart?
You say that I have been carried away,
and I suddenly realise it is all here
to stay

11. Once A Paradise

(Japan Bonus Track)

As the wind sweeps my mind in bewildered movements
my shattered thoughts begin to gather

I remember when you came to me
I kissed the "sacred"ground where you had gone

You tricked me with your story
I was bound by the beauty of it all

Blinded by faith
I wanted to see...
To see this kingdom of glory and beauty

But that was then
my mind has changed

Now I only see ruins
of what was once a paradise

12. Orroro

(Japan Bonus Track)

Like Orroro in the garden
she came to me to set my burden free
Cold I lay in the autumn night
like a phoenix flying high she led my way
On wings that shine like a thousand stars
Orroro's song, so sweet so long

Soft as velvet, the softest skin
A touch of truth, that death will win
Like Orroro in the garden
she came to me to set my burden free
On wings that shine like a thousand stars
My life pro-longs in Orroro's song